I can usually call what part I'm going to get.
I'm always the old(er) person. I was Grandma Tzietel, Arvide Abernathy and currently I am Vi Moore. It's understandable because I am a big girl so I expect it now.
It's okay. Of course I want to be the main lead sometimes but I have to remind myself to be happy for myself.
"One day, is that enough for you, one day he went dumb, one day I went blind, one day we'll go deaf, one day we were born, one day we shall die, the same day, the same second, is that enough for you? They give birth astride of a grave, the light gleams an instant, then it's night once more." --Waiting for Godot