This is really hard to ask strangers for help with. We don't know you or your talent at all. (And of course, you don't know us at all to know if anybody knows what the heck they are talking about!)
If we're not having fun, then why are we doing it?
These are DISCUSSION boards, not mutual admiration boards. Discussion only occurs when we are willing to hear what others are thinking, regardless of whether it is alignment to our own thoughts.