My first time seeing RENT was in 2000. Ever since I've only wished I could've seen it with the original cast, but alas.... that wasn't the case.
I remember back in 1998, 1999 seeing commercials on TV for rent. I remember thinking then, even though I knew nothing about the show, that something about it looked interesting and captivating. Just in those few short seconds of commercial time. But then I thought nothing else about it. I've never been a big Broadway person, even though I live just outside of the city and could've gone to see shows all the time if I wanted... I was always a movie and film girl.
Then, in 2000 a girl I went to high school with told me about it, said we should go. She told me about the lottery and it seemed great, getting to see a show for $20!! I mean, who wouldn't be into that.
Trey Ellett was my first Mark, I remember liking him very much. I loved the music, I loved the simplicity of it, and the overwhelming feeling of just having witnessed something truly powerful (even if not an OBC).... it hit me hard.
At the time my dad was battling Leukemia (he passed away in 2004) and at times it was so f*cking bad I wanted to just die. Seeing my dad wither away to almost nothing... it was so painful to see, even when I went away to college a number of states away, it was just heartbreaking to know he was so sick. - If nothing else, I found comfort in Rent. Maybe that sounds silly to some.... I know MANY people understand me though. The core of that story helped me at times like nothing else could. -- and I wasn't exactly turning to it for help, but it just always seemed to be there waiting for me when I needed something to lift me up. It was like the story knew my pain, and the characters were helping me just as much as they were helping each other.
I loved that show.
It's not the same now as it once was... but the message is still there. Jonathan Larson was something extraordinary, everyone knew it. It's a shame he couldn't live to see how many lives he would affect.
I saw it on Broadway only 5-10 times. MUCH less than many others, yes, but I was just as much a fan as anyone else.
When I first saw the trailer for the film I cried. I'm not even kidding you at all. I was so proud of JL and the OBC members that made it there and were getting to spread his message farther than NYC. The film was.... well, what it was... but, I love it all the same. I went to a preview for it that Anthony, Adam, and others were at. The day I went to that was the day of my aunt's memorial. She was my father's sister, she lived with us helping out with my dad while he was sick, and she died a year after him. It was a completely sudden thing. We had no idea she was sick and she just ended up having a heart attack in our house at the age of 67. So that day of the preview... I went to her memorial, and then wasn't really sure if I should be going anywhere else. But there was no way... I had to go that night, I HAD to. Once again RENT just seemed to ... be there... just at the right time, right when I *needed* it, or needed something.... again, it did help.
I'm sorry to ramble, there are many who are glad this show is finally over.... I too think it's the right choice... even if ticket sales were still doing really well, it just isn't what it was anymore. It can't go on forever. But it will forever be missed, and hopefully always remembered.
Thank you so much Jonathan Larson!
"I would rather take a flawed movie that has as much heart and passion and life and joy and energy and truth in it as this film does over any film that is completely perfectly presented and perfectly constructed but has none of that heart and life." -Anthony Rapp