haha, see I need her to stay in wicked for like.... long enough so that I have time to GET OVER THERE! lol. after that, she can do whatever

but seriously, having never actuall seen her in wicked live before, I would give anything to be able to go. In fact, I honestly have NO desire whatsoever to see any other person in the role. None. For me it's idina or nothing :) haha
(for the record, sure, there are prob plenty of people who can sing the songs just as well as her. though I LOVE her voice, that isn't why she's the only one I'd see. It's all about the acting for me. I firmly believe that NO ONE can out-act her in that role)
I don't need a life that's normal. That's way too far away. But something next to normal would be okay. Something next to normal is what I'd like to try. Close enough to normal to get by.