For Those Who Feel The Need To Share All of Their Banal Details Part 3 — Page 27

"I am so bored."

Me too.

At this point, a walk around the supermarket sounds exciting.

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I am bored times like a million.

I just made left over pizza and took one bite and spit it out. It wasn't bad but I guess I really wasn't in the mood. If I didn't spit it out, I would have thrown up. Sorry if that was TMI.

Uhh- I haven't eaten all day and I'm not exactly hungry. I'm so bored!!!!!!!

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I'm going out of my mind with bordom (sp?)

I've been going to this youth/teen theatre place for the past 6-7 years. Its basically my second home and where I grew up. And since I'm moving to Vegas in a month and a half, its my last show EVER tonight. I'm gonna miss it sooo much. I really hope I dont start crying in the middle of the show and ruin everything...

I despise little kids, but I'm going to the city tomorrow, so that's good.

Well, I'll be here to post with you guys too.

Aw, have fun Mandi!

My mom left me a note saying she wants to talk tonight. I had intentionally wanted to avoid talking to her until I got a job just so I would have one less thing for her to nag me about. I *want* to avoid another fight with her, but if I tell her I don't want to talk with her tonight, she's just going to start an argument with me about that. The worst part is that my parents don't care about how upset or stressed out I am, they just keep piling it on.

Sorry for depressing the thread again, I just hate being home.

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WOW!



Edit: Sorry, that was false

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Updated On: 5/20/06 at 07:09 PM

Wow. What the hell?

God, I can't stand my parents. They dragged me to my brother's music performance today, which, fine, whatever, it was good and I know he wanted me to be there, but they drove me crazy the entire time. I was a few minutes late, so I had to wait for a good break at which to go sit down, and my mother stared me down the entire time I was waiting, as though if she didn't keep her eyes on me, I might disappear.

They were going to drop me off back here after we all got dinner, but three separate times, my parents made snide comments that made it VERY clear they didn't want me to go with them; I have no idea why, they weren't mad at me today. So I snapped at my mom, finally, and said I wouldn't burden them with my presence, and wouldn't join them. My mother says she made the final comment because they were going to go eat where I wanted to go no matter what, but she just made it sound like it was such a hassle to have to go somewhere I could or would be able to eat. Conveniently, my mother forgot what else she said, and denies it, and my father thinks what he said was a joke. They both got all snippy about "oh, we'll, that's okay, we'll JUST take you out to dinner!" making it quite clear that my presence was a problem to them.

So when I said I wouldn't be going, my father started yelling at me, telling me to shut up and deal with it. Whatever the hell that means. I mean, they don't want me to go, so I said I wouldn't go, and that doesn't make them happy -- but going wouldn't make them happy either, because they clearly don't want me to. My mom says they assumed I would be going; so, what, that excuses her to say whatever she wants?

I've barely eaten today; I'm so hungry, my head is pounding, but I'd rather sit here with a headache than go with them. I can't make them happy.

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Aw Em, I'm sorry. Take some tylenol, and have a bit to eat.

So the interview went well, short and sweet. She said they'd call back on Wednesday (for another interview if they liked me). Now we pray...

I'm kind of hungry myself...I wish my sister would hurry back with dinner already!

Aw Em, I'm sorry.

I just took a bath for the first time in forever. It was so nice and relaxing I almost fell asleep.

I'm listening to the new Paul Simon album.

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