i see where your theory is coming from midtowngym. but even though I just posted on the main board something about how attractive John Barrowman is, my sexual orientation defies every sign and red flag in my life, interests, and role models. I can identify an attractive man, but I truly only have been attracted to females.
I've had plenty of hetero man-crushes, and I've always been open to the possibilty that all my friends are right and it's just a matter of time. but if it is a matter of time, it's taking too damn long, and I'm not going to sit around and expect it. My attraction to females feels natural and it suits me just fine. Don't fix it if it ain't broke, right? even last month when I got really drunk with some friends at a male strip club, I eventually wound up giggling like a little girl and making people sing Gypsy with me, but never once did my eyes wander onto the naked dancing men with any interest. I knew then that I wasn't gay, I only exuded it.
"The last train out of any station will not be full of nice guys."
- Dr. Hunter S. Thompson
"I wash my face, then drink beer, then I weep.
Say a prayer and induce insincere self-abuse,
till I'm fast asleep"- In Trousers