"Well, the way I see it, the moment you pop an antidepressant into your mouth, you are basically just saying "I give up". Is there anything different from popping some Ritalin or lighting up a crack pipe? No. They both make you feel temporarily better about yourself until the feeling goes away..."
As someone who has severe depression and needs to take antidepressants, I find that really offensive, Cruel_Sandwich. I went through the first 18 years of my life feeling worthless, anxious about everything, and contempating killing myself over things that seem trivial now, but were devastating at the time.
Without antidepressants now, I honestly would not be able to function and, sadly, may very well not be here right now. I went through a time where I decided that I didn't want to be on drugs anymore and stopped taking them for about a year. That was one of the worst years I can remember. I kept telling myself that there was nothing to be afraid of and that I was fine, but telling myself happy things did not help me get out of bed or stop crying.
I need to take antidepressants to live a happy, normal life. I don't walked around blissed out all the time and I do have sad moments just like normal people even as I take my Paxil. But these sad moments no longer crush me as they used to. I really don't appreciate when other people who may not have experienced the devastating effects of clinical depression tell me that I basically just need to get over it and then I will be OK. Believe me, I would love to, but it's not a simple as you would like it to be.
You promised me poems. ~Tricky
Updated On: 4/13/06 at 02:32 PM