Amneris, I very recently suffered a loss much like yours with my dog Linda. She had been with me since I was only 6 years old and died when I turned 21. I don't remember ever living without her and when she died I was completely heartbroken and couldn't concentrate on anything for a week and a half. But know this: your dog is free of all of his pain. And I know how hard it is even knowing that, but try to remember all of the good memories, the ones that make you laugh or smile while in tears, that is the best way to heal. My thoughts and prayers are with you, darling, and if you need anything just send me a PM.
"Someone please tell me- when the hell did gravity become the enemy? How has an essential force of nature, something that makes it possible for life to even exist on this planet, come to deserve the scorn and hatred of every teenage girl with no head voice?"- Broadway Matt