I got really lucky: it just so happened to fall at a time where I had the financial means to go. It was right around my birthday, and I had just received several very helpful monetary gifts.
And yes, I agree. I've been thinking quite a bit lately about how I can almost see myself, after this, not going back until it's about to close. I had a really hard time going back after Rent 10 because of the fear that I'd be disappointed when I returned, but that's the kind of thing where if you can learn to regard something like Rent 10 and the actual show as two separate entities, you can overcome that fear. Rent 10 was an event in and of itself that *cannot* be replicated, but this is different because it IS a the show itself, not a riff off of it. They're breathing a vitality into the show that it'll probably never experience again, and I just feel like going back after they leave won't be fulfilling at all. I've had a lot of wild personal experiences with Rent in the past couple of years, about since the movie went into production, and every time something big happens, I always feel like that's the peak of the mountain -- like it can't possibly out-do itself any farther, can't get any better. But this may really be the pinnacle. And that's totally fine with me.

What I got when I saw them last week was what I think I had always been looking for.
It's interesting that you mention feeling like you've gotten everything you can out of it and how weird that is -- because I know the opposite so well. I'm entirely too familiar with that feeling of... not having had enough time. With Rent, I don't feel as though I've worn it out, or saturated my experience, but I just feel like it can't ever possibly
surpass this, and it seems even more negative than typical masochism to willingly put yourself in a situation that you know won't be satisfactory. Even if you go into something knowing it won't be what it was and not expecting it to hit that level, it's still, I think, inevitable that you'll be let down -- even if somehow subconsciously or emotionally, assuming you've told yourself you know what it will and won't be. Does that make sense?
I'm so tired, ugh. Probably not terrible coherent.
A work of art is an invitation to love.
Updated On: 8/9/07 at 12:12 AM