I am hardly an asshole. I feel terrible for anyone who thinks I attacked Amanda because if you think that was an attack or in any way implicating jealousy then you're wrong and your immediate deffensiveness presents the question of "If you thought that was an attack, what's going to happen when someone really does say something mean and hurtful to you?".
I am not a person who assumes. I told Amanda this (and she readily agrees with me) that I have a job to preserve the good nature of people's names who are in this business or who work closely with me. Amanda admitted to me that she was in deed not friends with anyone in the cast, so please, stop calling me an asshole. I don't think you have a clue what you're getting yourself in to. I know who most every single one of you are. I see you all on a regular basis. And no, you don't know me, so don't try to figure out who I am. We've never spoken. You don't need to know who I am. And believe you me, I'm sure you're all going to take what I'm saying to be harsh and with the desire to hurt someone, but I'm not typing this with dreadful intentions in mind. I am typing this with a level head and an informative hand. Do not call me an asshole or assume (because it is hypocrtical) that I am jealous.
If it is fierce loyalty to your sweet friend Amanda that invokes you to call me an asshole or to assume that I am jealous, then you are wonderful, amazingly good friends, and I am applauding you. So please, don't take this post as a message of attack or fight. I appreciate you all. And I did not attack your friend. I'm not here to pick fights. I know you're going to percieve that (probably from my writing style) that I am attacking you, but I am not. I have a message to you from a broadway star that you need to hear: "It is hard for us as celebrities to make ourselves available to you guys. Some people get attatched and take the relationship for more than what it is. No hard feelings, but it's just the way things are."
So while you may think I was attacking your friend Amanda, I was in fact making a small statement that everyone needs to hear once in a while. Things between Amanda and I are wonderful and I can assure you she is going to continue being treated wonderfully at the stagedoor, at benefits and at bowling, so you do not need to worry about me.
SirLirr- You're a good friend to wickedrentq.
By the way, if anyone feels so inclined to give me a smart ass response, you can be warned that you're the one who is partaking in the attacking, because I have already told you that this post is simplistic and despite what the words are, completely void of any attacking or intent of being an asshole. As far as my jealousy goes, I admit I am extremely jealous of those girls who can eat whatever they want and manage to stay quite thin!
Updated On: 12/7/05 at 01:52 AM
