I'm not sure. I need to go get ready if I am. I think that it'll be fun, but I'm tired and I really need to pack because my mom's coming in the morning to help move some of my stuff out.
I think I changed my mind. Birthdays aren't weird - they just suck.
*hugs Fantab*
Watch 16 Candles and pretend Jake Ryan is going to bring you a cake tomorrow.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
Fantab, I'm sorry. Is there anything we can do to make it a bit better? What's wrong?
Well, I'm sitting here alone, for starters.
My friends in high school used to make a big thing about birthdays, which was great, until now when they're not here. It's just been a lonely day. And I just miss my best friend, and want her to be here right now.
The more I think about it, the more sad I get. Today has really clued me in to who actually gives a sh*t - it's just a lousy way to figure it out.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
I'm sorry. My birthday is in a few weeks and I'll probably spend it the same way. I've grown apart from most of my friends here and at this point, I'm just waiting to get to NY.
I guess friends just come and go, but I hope you find a circle of friends soon.
*gives Fantab a hug*
*cries*
(literally)
Okay, you need to come over. (I IMed you.)
My toilet is broken.
My heat just came on.
That makes no sense.
How was it?
Fun! I should probably not be posting on message boards right now, though. I think I'm going to go to bed.
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/7/04
This is obviously belated, but I agree about how awful birthdays are. I don't remember having one that didn't involve crying in fetal position.
Except no one bothers to ask me over when I'm down... In fact, I don't think they notice.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
I always seem to fight with my parents on my birthdays, but I don't remember one being especially bad. I broke my arm the day before one of them, but wasn't aware of it at the time and went bowling on my birthday regardless. Oops!
Speaking of fighting with my parents, I just got into a major argument with them about my graduation party, which of course stemmed into various other arguments. My mom and I haven't got along for years, and while my dad and I tend to get along well, he tries to downplay every argument I have with my mom which ends up angering me even more.
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/7/04
I can't stand my parents. I have to literally bite my tongue when they talk to me so that I don't say the wrong thing and get in trouble. God, I wish I were moving out this year.
Sorry about the bowling thing. That must've been quite painful. How do you not realize your arm is broken?
Updated On: 4/29/06 at 01:04 PM
Oh my God; you went bowling with a broken arm? How did you lift the ball?
That sounds like my parents, sd. I'm sorry. Are you looking forward to the party, though?
Leaving for Disneyworld in about 20 minutes. I will be there Saturday to Saturday. All expense paid vacation to Orlando with a family with a ten year old with Autism. Pray for me, folks. I hope I will be online this week, but I may not. I'll miss you freaks. (tear)
You'll have at least a little bit of fun, no? I mean, it's Disney World! Have a safe trip. :)
Say hi to Mickey for us!
Personally, I like the little children in It's a Small World. :)
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
It was a hairline fracture, so it felt like a really bad sprain. I put an ace bandage on it and went bowling. It wasn't too painful at all. This was in seventh grade, I believe.
I could live without the party. This sounds incredibly selfish, but I'm looking forward to getting gifts more than anything. I'm tired of this town and all the people in it. I could deal with never seeing anyone from here again.
Nia, I'm the same way with my parents. I'm far too honest and outspoken and it leads to these huge explosive arguments. The norm is just a lot of tension, but when something sets one of us off...
I went on It's a Small World six times when I was at DisneyWorld. I loved it.
That still just sounds *so* painful.
I understand; that's why I didn't have a graduation party. I figured that my family members would send me gifts no matter what (and wouldn't come to the party anyway because of the distance), and I could live without exchanging gifts with friends, ending up with things I didn't need. Plus, after having a party for my 16th birthday and seeing how one amazing night could only a few months later harbor so many memories turned sad ones, I didn't really want to have another party.
I loathe children, but those little plastic dancing kids are kinda cute. I love the old school kiddie rides at Disney; I'm such a nerd.
I just noticed the amazing pic of Jake. gah.
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