Well, I'm sitting here alone, for starters.
My friends in high school used to make a big thing about birthdays, which was great, until now when they're not here. It's just been a lonely day. And I just miss my best friend, and want her to be here right now.
The more I think about it, the more sad I get. Today has really clued me in to who actually gives a sh*t - it's just a lousy way to figure it out.
I recognize the addiction to being alive.
Updated On: 4/28/06 at 08:31 PM