Wow, I am an IDIOT
Wow, I am an IDIOT
Cruel_Sandwich
Broadway Legend Joined: 6/30/05
#1Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:24pm
I was just hired for a really really cool job teaching children at a drama camp and, in a moment of doubting myself, I acted hastily and backed out.
Now I'm really really REALLY regretting this and they've already found someone else.
Yep this sure is cool. Giving me the opportunity of a lifetime and I promptly turn it down and do nothing but whine.
Roscoe
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/15/03
#2re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:28pmOh, I thought you meant that you liked CORAM BOY.
SorryGrateful
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/10/05
#2re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:32pm
Having been a wuss many times in the past, I feel your pain, mon frere. Beat yourself up about it for a day or so, but move on eventually. The most important thing to do is learn something from this.
Good luck, sweetheart.
#3re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:32pmIf you would have had short hair you would have been able to think more clearly.
Kringas
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/27/05
#4re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:33pm
You should really seek help for the depression, the anxiety, the inability to love or be loved and now the self-sabotage.
And you're probably asking for it with this thread title.
erikaamato
Broadway Legend Joined: 8/12/04
#5re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:36pmI'm with Kringas... You really should seek some professional help. And I'm not being snarky. I hope things get better for you.
#6re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:38pm
would you like some cheese with that whine?
:: breaks out the cheese tray ::
#7re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 4:41pmI know it's cliche, but just remember that everything happens for a reason. Even if you think your choice sucks now, down the line you'll see why you were supposed to back out.
#8re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:07pmOr you'll regret it even more.
#9re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:24pm
Kringas and Erika are right-you've posted one failure after another here. Unless you're hiding the positive aspects of your life from us, I'd seek treatment right away . Why go on like this if it isn't necesssary?
Unless of course, you're enjoying it. And I'm not trying to be snarky either. If someone really is unhappy with the way things are going, they make changes. I suspect you're not at that point yet.
Kringas
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/27/05
#10re: Wow, I am an IDIOT
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:28pm
Did you actually apply for this job or was it just offered to you? If you actually took the time to apply for it and then turned it down when offered... I'm not sure what to say about that.
Seriously, dude. Unless you're completely full of sh*t, you've got to seek some help. Isn't there a university counseling center or something you could go to? Your depression has started to really negatively impact your life if you're turning down jobs that you wanted because of it.
Turn off your computer and get some help.
#11cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:40pm
You big silly McGillicuddy...I think you meant to say you've ****ed older women than her.
Tsk tsk...
#12cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:42pmI think I'm missing something here-I don't see papa's post. Was it that bad?
#13cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:47pmnah, but i'm in the doghouse today, janey.
...global warming can manifest itself as heat, cool, precipitation, storms, drought, wind, or any other phenomenon, much like a shapeshifter. -- jim geraghty
pray to st. jude
i'm a sonic reducer
he was the gimmicky sort
fenchurch=mejusthavingfun=magwildwood=mmousefan=bkcollector=bradmajors=somethingtotalkabout: the fenchurch mpd collective
#14cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:48pmWhat 'ja do?
#15cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:49pmi'm a threat to order and i'm ruining the message board experience for some needle d*cked, bug f*cking, pissants.
...global warming can manifest itself as heat, cool, precipitation, storms, drought, wind, or any other phenomenon, much like a shapeshifter. -- jim geraghty
pray to st. jude
i'm a sonic reducer
he was the gimmicky sort
fenchurch=mejusthavingfun=magwildwood=mmousefan=bkcollector=bradmajors=somethingtotalkabout: the fenchurch mpd collective
#16cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/15/07 at 5:56pm
Oh, I see-board related. I thought maybe it was at home.
But think of how many people for whom you're *enhancing* the board experience!
#17cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/16/07 at 12:07am
Apparently we don't matter Jane.
Boring fools can post whatever they want, but 'ambo makes one blanket sexual proposition, or reference to bulging appendages and the thread is gone.
#18cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/16/07 at 12:14amI guess boring is in, Pengy.
#19cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/16/07 at 12:18am
That has been my experience of late.
I guess we must all embrace the new era of boredom and repetitiveness.
#20cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/16/07 at 12:19amor we could embrace papa and his engorged appendage.
Ugly is beautiful
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"Yeah Abba. All the filthy crap you spew out there on those boards. I for one, am equally shocked. :-P" - AnnaK
#21cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/16/07 at 12:21ami'm not touching that one.
#22cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/24/07 at 6:03pmI taught childrens acting classes for a couple of years and while it can be very rewarding, it is a HUGE commitment that requires lots and lots and LOTS of patience.
#23cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/24/07 at 6:10pm
I cannot speak about Papa's engorged appendage.
And cruel, I can't comment about your post. Others have said it all. (and I can't believe I am not saying anything, either)
#24cruel's an idiot, no real wow factor there at all
Posted: 5/24/07 at 7:08pmare you responsible for unleashing the olsen twins upon the world, matty?
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