Ourtime992, I believe you're bewildered by the frightening evidence of Jonathan Larson's genius, ability, and devotion to musical theater. After all we are talking about the man who figured out how to build a time machine solely so he could go back in time to devise a dream ballet for Away We Go and help Oscar Hammerstein II write that tricky scene in Carousel where the lovers speculate on what would happen if they loved one another.
yr ronin,
joey