Also, in the revelation after Bui Doi, when Chris meets John after the speech, Chris sings something like:
"You don't now John, these nightmares, the things that I've seen.......I have seen her face burn, seen her shot with my gun........I have chased her through streets.....etc".
Then there's also the part in "I still believe" when he dreams of her, the references in "Please", etc. The beauty of this show is you get to see how the human soul reacts in certain situations. Everything that happens makes sense.
It's also very interesting that when Chris sings to Ellen about how confused he was, explaining the situation, deciding to choose her (what else can he do? They are married), it really is left to the audience to decide how much he really still feels/has felt for Kim, or how it would have been had they met in another time/place/situation. That isn't something that has to be explained in the show. I like to think there is a part in Chris' mind that wishes he had the chance to take Kim back and Ellen wouldn't be around, but it could also be that he loves Ellen so much that he really wouldn't want that. The fact that that is left unsaid is something I love about the show.
It's basically what the whole show is about, the choice or standpoint from a character is not always black or white, there is a big grey area. Every character struggles with confusion, desires, circumstance, does and says good and bad things, and often is stuck between 2 options that are both not ideal. That's what makes it real.
Updated On: 2/1/19 at 05:52 PM