So, Patrick and the rest of the cast go inside, leaving a very forlorn Emcee. See, it hit me right at that moment, putting a lot of things into perspective. Two years ago, I could have a conversation with Patrick. Now you couldn't even get near him - my sadness over his becoming a "big, bad movie star" combined with the fear I've been expressing about the RENT movie, and made for one VERY damaged fangirl. It made me think nothing other than that this was the way it was going to be, and that even though I'm happy for him, it makes me a little bit sad that now he seemed so untouchable. I thought of Adam, and became even more of a damaged fangirl - having what happened with Patrick happen with him might actually kill me.
Anyway, enough sadness - we decided to go inside the store and take a gander, see if anyone was inside. The orchestra was disassembling, and we decided to go up to where they were going, thinking maybe the cast was up there. We ran into some big Phantom fans who were trying to get Gerard's autograph, and waited around by the elevators for a bit, hoping for some luck to pull me out of my sadness.
After a lot of waiting, we decided to take a break and go check out the windows. They're pretty; look!
A work of art is an invitation to love.