I get more nervous before an audition than an actual performance. Once I'm in the show, I'm usually really anxious opening night, but after that I'm fine. Auditions make me really antsy and nervous though.
"Because what is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then suddenly there in full glory. Its waves come like breaths, in and out, in and out, body stretched to forever in its possibilities, and yet its heart lies deep, not fully knowable, inconceivably majestic."