The actual story of his lifelong loneliness and confusion was moving. I agree with nyadgal about the specific responses from others -- especially his mother -- they all made me feel deep emotion.
I feel like he's got showbiz hucksterism in his blood. I'll attach a link to Frank Deford's excellent NPR piece about knowing Bruce since the '76 Olympics, which shows his mindset on how to capitalize on his remarkable Olympic achievement for the rest of his life. (His bit lipsynching the TV commentary was the one moment of unbridled "you better work" Bruce allowed himself in this entire show). As moved as I was by his story, my thoughts that the most recent family members weren't there because they don't do anything without getting paid for it. I'm sure this will be a hot topic with or without Bruce on their TV show, which translates to money for them.
And I also felt his holding back on what his new name will be, and leaving it to Diane to describe "her" in the beautiful black dress was not only reminiscent of holding back on the shark reveal in "Jaws," but was also specifically about Bruce's upcoming E! network show about his transition. On one level, all this talk of "the next year" was really a big commercial for that. I can't really say as I blame Bruce, a girl's gotta make a living. But it did put up a wall between him telling his story and me completely buying into his hoping this helps people and that's why he's talking. I also realize both things can be true at the same time.
Bruce Jenner clearing hurdles
The thing I can't abide by is his stupid politics, which have always been stupid for his entire public life. I mean, on this very special a Nixon speechwriter gasped, "You're a REPUBLICAN?" and that was glorious! Not for nothing did I think there was any reason other than his conservatism that he declared himself asexual and that his only desire is to have a "small group of friends" to sit around in the privacy of his home, talking and having dinner. We get it. You're not going to cause any trouble! You're not going to trouble the politicians you support with anything more than your "journey"… even if that means you become a lesbian. In fact, you'd rather say you're asexual.
He's living proof that every act is political, from what we name ourselves, to how we sell ourselves.
I'm grateful for the special. I'm grateful for him sharing the story. But it can be true at the same time that he's a shameless huckster and a political coward. May he have many years to prove me wrong. All THOSE things can be true simultaneously too.
PS Auggie, was writing this as you posted.
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Updated On: 4/25/15 at 11:30 AM