I hate Kristin Bell. She's so......smug. So is Adrian Brody. Nice body on him, though. I enjoy envisioning a face out of his manly frontals. Looks kinda like a fish, actually.
I have no luck with guys...actually no luck with people in general, and it's becoming clear why. Well, I've suspected why for a while, but now it's finally gelling. And one thing i've learned is that it's okay to step up and be frank about how i feel about being treated badly. I never had much of a defense mechanism (had crap parents who didn't teach their kids a thing and then I moved away and took up the baton of cluelessness) but now I'm just honest. Takes time to learn diplomacy and not unleash years of pent-up anger, but practice is practice.
And I tend to mother people, which can be irritating, but I am not tolerant of the toilet seat drips and the generally unconscious behavior out there, from men or women. And there's loads of it. Men in particular are distracted and entitled. Women are competitive, phony and sabotaging. Not all men and women, but enough of them.
Takes patience to learn how to play this game of navigating the energies of the world. It'd be nice to take the day off, though. Jeez. I have my faults, but I try to attract and generate respect. And try, and try... urgh. I'm not too fond of the social trends...the guys with the trophy wives, the nutjobs with obsessive habits, the women who smile and swish around and it's all annoying to watch.
I'm probably never going to marry--never really put myself out there because it all seems too risky, and I've seen too many bad situations in my family. Among friends, the marriages seem to last so maybe it's just that ****e upbrining again.
Free association rulz.
Updated On: 3/2/09 at 02:36 AM
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