I Enjoy Being a Girl Vol 2!- Page 82

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Posted: 7/13/09 at 3:47pm

I'm loving the new avatar, danmag!

[shh282]

Posted: 7/13/09 at 10:58pm

day 2 w/ Jillian Michaels -- still @_@ but less so...

between that and cleaning the basement and throwing a scumbag tenant's crap today ... I'm pooped.

how are you ladies doin'?

[Madcap Maisie]

Posted: 7/13/09 at 11:31pm

Okay, so seriously, I just checked Tofu's profile, and its been 12 days since she last posted.

I'm kinda worried :/

[justagirl2]

Posted: 7/13/09 at 11:33pm

12? Really?

Tofu, please come back. Or at least stop in say you're okay!

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 7:57am

Danmag, that picture is priceless.

[danmag]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 8:15am

BB, you have to go to my FB page and watch the clip of the documentary about Wildwood. It is SO funny! I think you said you went there sometimes? You will definitely be able to appreciate it.

And I miss Tofu.

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 8:55am

I'll make sure I do that later tonight danmag. I used to spend every summer there.

I miss Tofu too!

[Schmerg_The_Impaler]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 9:38am

Tofu keeps saying she's made multiple attempts to wean herself off of the internet, and BroadwayWorld in particular. Maybe she succeeded?

[clever name]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 10:09am

I miss Tofu, too. She needs to jump on here and let us know she's ok.

[Madcap Maisie]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 10:20am

Yeah but she should have warned us

I'm kinda worried.


Paging Tofu...your party is waiting for you in the IEBAG thread.

[StockardFan]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 11:51am

How could she stay away for that long? Now I'm getting worried too.

[lusciouslace]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 11:57am

I'm worried too. I have her full real name and googled it and didn't see any news stories. So I'm pretty sure she's not been arrested or hurt. But I sent her a PM and said dude we're all worried where are you!?!

[StockardFan]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 11:58am

Maybe she lost internet access?

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 12:38pm

Now I'm getting worried too! She better get back here or I'll kick her ass.


Not to completely change the subject, but I just realized that the Oklahoma! promo video is finally up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4CEMWm9Tqc

[lusciouslace]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 1:41pm

Yay BB!!! You look fantastic! I wish we could have seen more of you dancing. Looks like a great show!

[Pianolin717]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 2:11pm

congrats BB! Just watched the video! (Actually, I skimmed and when I saw you, I watched those parts lol)
It looks/sounds great!

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 2:21pm

Thanks guys (Or should I say girls)

[danmag]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 2:22pm

Just watched, BB! Looks great!

[Madcap Maisie]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 2:44pm

Updated On: 6/11/20 at 02:44 PM

[StockardFan]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 2:54pm

Love it, BB!

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 3:00pm

Maisie, no ballet?! As a fellow dancer I know you understand the ache in my heart when I hear that haha

And thanks everyone else too

[Madcap Maisie]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 3:00pm

Updated On: 6/11/20 at 03:00 PM

[blondebaby589]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 3:08pm

Yeah, I understand. Actually when I did it in high school, we probably SHOULD have cut the ballet haha it was pretty bad.

[killertofu333]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 5:04pm

Holy effing SH*T!!!! I seriously had no idea I worried you all that much. I'm so sorry for that girls, especially Maisie, you were really freaked about me. Awww *hugs* and thanks so much for your concern.

I swear I'm fine now, but I was a little "bananas" a couple weeks ago. My grandparents asked me to sit down and talk with them on a Saturday morning and basically grilled me asking a bunch of questions and really trying to dig into me, but always saying that they loved me and were concerned about my being somewhat withdrawn and not talking about things that are going on in my life right now. I completely understood where they were coming from and why they were worried. I didn't really mean to shut them out but it's just in my nature to work crap out on my own and get my sh*t completely together before I move forward. They were crying and telling me that our religion should always come first in my life and that I MUST devote myself whole-souled to it.

Now while I've been on this thread I've been avoiding telling you guys what my religion actually is because when people find out they look at me funny and think I'm a maladjusted "Jesus Freak" (their words not mine) who would like nothing more than to convert them and tell them that they're horrible sinners. That's just something I don't do nor will I ever do because I am no saint, you guys should know that by now. But my grandparents and I are all Jehovah's Witnesses and I've been raised as such since birth. So with them crying, hugging and constantly saying that they want God to continue loving me it got to be a bit much for me to handle. I know that at one time or another, unless you live in the straight up BOONIES, someone from my religion has knocked on your door at dawn and wanted to talk about the bible. I really REALLY hate doing that on Saturday mornings. It's just annoying for me to bother people who simply want to relax on the weekends. I know that the last thing I want to do is get up at 7am on a Saturday and bust your door down!!! They said that I don't do "that" enough and I don't seem to care about it anymore, which isn't untrue. I'm obviously an adult but it's very difficult for me to get "out from under" my family because I love them. They said that if there was anything I wanted to tell them that they'd understand and support me. That alone was a weight off my shoulders and I contemplated telling them that I was gay for a minute. That is until they interjected my thought process by saying "...as long as you don't tell us you're gay everything's fine." So basically I can bitch slap a nun, kill a man and be involved in terroristic activities but I can't be gay. Okie Dokie. So all of that took the wind out of my rainbow colored sails. *sigh*

Then a few days later I got a call from a friend in TX, who's also gay and in the same religion, and he told me that a friend of his came out to his parents and they promptly kicked him out of the house and disowned him saying that they no longer had a son. Even though I don't know him I'm saddened by the whole situation because he's only 19 and an only child like me and has literally lost his family and friends for just saying who he is. So that sucked ass and made me feel worse.

DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA for almost 2 weeks was getting on my last f*cking nerve!!!! Not to mention I've been super busy at work, going to class and studying like a mad-woman. It's been a hectic and crappy 2 weeks!! And I have to go to Newport News, VA early tomorrow morning for a funeral. Sooooo yeah. But no worries, I always seem to come out of sh*t clean on the other side....unless there's more sh*t and mucky muck to get through, even then I may come out spotty but I'm still here. Either way I'm fine now.

And again thank you all so very much for being worried about me. .

BB, that was great!!! Major props girlie.

L, that last part of your PM was hysterical!!!! I can be your Mr. Miyagi of gay. "Wax on, wax off bitches...unless you're into kink and prefer the wax on. Hmmm?"

Well I have to go to class but I'll be back in like 5 hours ok? Much love ladies!!!

XOXO
Tofu

[danmag]

Posted: 7/14/09 at 5:23pm

SO glad to hear from you Tofu....Huge hugs and kisses - you sure are going through some serious ****!!