Enough of this bull****. BILLY ELLIOT DESERVED IT. I haven't seen Billy Elliot, but I could certainly believe if it's of about equal quality to Next to Normal in a lot of ways. I mean the dancing looks AMAZING, and I'm sure it's a great show. So I'm not even so much doubting that it deserved it.
But my problem is that, if Next to Normal deserved it EQUALLY, how is it fair that the bigger show got it simply because of the politics of it, when Next to Normal would have
benefited SOO much more from it!? It just makes me so angry.
If Billy Elliot was widely agreed to be faaaar superior to Next to Normal, alright, then I could accept that. But it's NOT. I mean, from everything I understand, it's pretty darn widely agreed they're both amazing show of incredible quality. But Billy Elliot would have been JUST FINE without the Tony. Next to Normal not so much. I mean, I HOPE that the fact they won 3 Tonys will help them some, but it's still going to be a struggle for them to stay afloat. They could have reeally really used that Best Musical win. And for Billy Elliot to have gotten it just because it was the "safer choice" makes me mad.
I don't need a life that's normal. That's way too far away. But something next to normal would be okay. Something next to normal is what I'd like to try. Close enough to normal to get by.