i wish i hadn't waited so long
Updated On: 12/21/05 at 03:09 PM
Ookay, I'll play.
The only guy I've ever kissed was 22, and I was 15. I hadn't ever met him before and I never saw him again. But I don't feel weird about that, only guilty that I gave him money to buy cigarettes.
I'm back for a few seconds/minutes...
I waited 'til I was 30, because it took me so long to come out (to myself and the world, simultaneously).
Then, it was "kid in a candy store" time!! I played fast and hard.
But Rath -- I "played safe" always. Just wanted you to know.
And I'm not sorry I waited.
And BECAUSE I waited until I was ready, I have no "guilt feelings" at all.
I had a LOT of fun for about 4 years. I have some stories that would curl your toes, or make you proud, or disgusted, or envious... or all of the above. And then I met my soul mate. We've been together for over nine years now.
(I'm 43 now. Just turned in November. I'm not sure if that's a confession or not. I think not.)
I guess this is a confession too... I haven't cheated on him once!
(...yet.)
I'm not a saint. And I don't believe in "forever" and "always." I believe in now. And I believe in choices. Life has too many curves in it to say anything is "forever." But I've been faithful so far, and plan on staying that way.
But you know what they say the Road to Hell is paved with...
(...and it ain't Bob, Bing & Dorothy!)
In college, I carried on a long-term affair (almost four years) with the wife of one of my professors. For a short while, I was also sleeping with their daughter, while still with the wife.
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/10/05
MEF, you did NOT! I'm not judging; I'm just AMAZED.
"But Rath -- I "played safe" always. Just wanted you to know."
...
I'm not sure I believe all of these confessions, but I'm enjoying reading them.
My god, MEF!
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/10/05
That is a Lifetime TV script waiting to be written. Go!
oh melissa, come sit by me.....SINFUL! But.......details, details........that's worthy of a novel!
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/13/05
Wait a minute, melissa... that WAS in a movie I saw once.
best12bars, you're 43? i might just have to come visit you tonight.
i don't know. jaily has several tv movies, a novel and a feature film with HIS confessions.
Really? Are they based on the sex escapades or the child abuse?
Wait a minute, melissa... that WAS in a movie I saw once.
Yes, and Valeire Bertinelli didn't do (name edited) justice! Scott Baio was great as me, though!
Don't feel bad MEF....I was sleeping with your professor.....he knew.
And Betty Buckley was hot as the prof's wife.
She was though.
mef- thanks for bringing some straightness into this thread (a few of us tried, none succeeded).
That really is an amazing story.
is mef a dude?
if so, i confess that i thought mef was a lesbian.
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/10/05
So did I, RobbO, so did I.
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