My family can't decide where to go out to dinner, so instead of talking about it we're talking about bridges...my family is so wierd.
I really don't feel like going to work tonight.
I'm in an inexplicably hyper mood today and there is a curious bruise under my right breast, which is probably from my bra.
I think I might have spelled inexplicably wrong.
I like the words banal, I should use it more often.
Ok, done.
I got some good news yesterday. My academic advisor confirmed that I will be graduating in December. That means only one more hellish semester of school!
I'm so tired it feels like my skin is vibrating.
I really need to get my nails done. I don't think I'll be able to watch the first part of the Tonys tonight.
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I think my friend is pissed at me because I convinced her to break up with her girlfriend. But she needed to. She kept cheating on her. Does that make me a bad person?
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Last night, I totally flipped out and hugged this random guy in the movie theater because I thought he was a friend a mine who I haven't seen in a while. But when the lights came up, I looked over at him and realized he wasn't my old friend. Oops.
I have dance class in an hour and I'm nervous about going.
And pizza is here now.
I actually had a really awesome day.... but at the moment I have very bad allergies and my sinuses are driving me nuts!!
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofuBroadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
Love is blind.
Please let her break up with him. Every time I think it may happen, it doesn't. I hope this is the last straw...
My friend has been engaged for...2 years-ish. Each week they are further apart, although all conversations end in "I love you." The day I met him, I didn't like him and new he wasn't for her but I didn't say anything. Finally when things got pretty bad, I told her how I felt. It just seems that in years, it not only will be a "bad" relationship but possibly an abusive one.
They have shared accounts (phone, bank...). She went online to see how many texts she had left and she found he was texting a girl at 3am. When she asked him about it, he denied it. But, when she told him how she found out, he told her it was a person from work who had some questions....at 3am. It was all very strange. Make a really long story short, today she found out that he met her online. She called me absolutely hysterical and told me she was breaking up and couldn't deal with it anymore. She's been upset before but it's been nothing like it was today. While I hate to see her like this, she needs to break up with him. If this is the straw that breaks the camels back, I'm all for it.
Love is blind.
I had to go to a family picnic today and my grandmother called my mom fat (and my mom is like a size 6!)
My family is crazy... like CRAZY, crazy!
I need to move out of town so I don't have to deal directly with all this drama.
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofuBroadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
As per my last post on the thread, this was the straw that broke the camels back. And I thank God for it.
I just don't know what to do to help her besides just be an open ear and a shoulder to cry on.
I went out with her today and we went to the casino with her grandma. When she's out and about and occupied, she seems to be ok. But the minute she has time to think, she starts to cry and think about him. I remind her that this could be a lot worse than it is. In her heart, I believe she knows that breaking up is the best thing for her. It's hard....she has all the engagement gifts to return, split the joined bank accounts and phone plans. But, by tomorrow her phone plan will be switched and by Friday, bank accounts will be separated and by the end of next weekend, engagement gifts will be returned. It's all going to be so difficult for her and it really hurts me to see her like this. When we were driving back to her house today, she was crying and I held in my tears...for her sake. I honestly don't know how I did it but I guess I just convinced myself that I need to be strong...for her. She's made herself physically ill over him, this break up needed to happen. She works at camp all day on the weekdays which will be good for her because she'll be occupied, otherwise she'll sit home alone all day and think about him. She deleted all the pictures she had of him on her myspace and facebook. I told her it's a natural progression and it will be hard, nobody is denying that. But sooner than later, she will realize that she is "free."
I told her she can call me anytime of the day or night either to talk, listen to cry. She knows I'm here for her.
She admits that when she talks about him, it makes her cry. Do I try to change the subject when she talks about him or just let her talk and cry about it? While I think it's a natural progression in order to get over him, I just am not sure if it's driving her to further think of him.
He is having power over her and he doesn't deserve it. And she knows it. But when will she realize enough not to make herself ill over it?
*sigh*
//venting
Tomorrow is my first day of summer school.
I really need to do laundry.
I'm making brownies.
I should have gotten my nails painted a different colour at the salon.
I just found out my best friend from Texas is coming to visit in Oct. Yay!! Haven't seen her in a year.
Wow. I kind of really hate my family.
Summer school sucks.
A Chorus Line and In the Heights are amazing.
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My future brother-in-law drives me crazy! I've met him twice before today, and him, my sister, and my 2 nephews are staying the night for the wedding. He is a total control freak, and is just weird.
Yay for new family members?
ALSO. my phone is spazzing out. I swear it's on meth.
The olympics start tomorrow.
I want to marry the voice of the guy who played Jimmy in the Starlight Theater (Rockford IL) production of Millie, or if I ever find him, the real life version of Jimmy.
I have band camp tomorrow, and I'm glad our last director got fired. he was a spaz. Our new director seems legit though.
We have auditions for "Oklahoma!" in like a month. I really really really want Laurie, but I don't know if I'll get the lead again.
And I am in a good mood right now.
Seth Rudetsky got me addicted to ITH.
I was wondering where this thread went.
I'm beginning to hate my job.
My dad bought tickets for something about 6 months ago and forgot to tell me. Now he's trying to guilt me into breaking off plans I already made this weekend to go with him (although he swears he's not).
You all should go buy Sugarland's new CD.
My best friend just lost someone really dear to him so I have been up to 3am three nights in a row talking to him. It's starting to take a toll, but it's worth it.
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofu
Can this week just seriously end?
First, it was the alarm system broken at work on Tuesday. I've been hoping for it to be cloudy and rainy all week, but it hasn't happened as much as I would have liked it to.
And to top it off now, I got a bunch of emails this morning telling me that 2 of the kittens at the shelter are under quarantine because they are sick with something very contagious to other cats. I forget what exactly, but it's not good. And they also think one of the dogs has ringworm. Can bad stuff please stop happening to wonderful people and animals?
It just randomly started raining. The sun is shining, but out of no where, I heard this noise on my window and I look and see rain.
Crap.
This means I have to run in the rain for XC.
EDIT: And then it stopped. RANDOM.
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