Broadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
My friend was engaged for 2 years- about 5 months ago she broke off the engagement due to some bad decisions on his part. She and I have gotten really close- we've gone out almost every weekend, she flew to PA with me for Thanksgiving break, I've been there for her through rough times, we've worked together through some torturous college classes, etc...
Recently, she met a guy and although they aren't considered bf/gf yet, it seems to be a relationship that will become bf/gf soon enough. While I am more than happy for her (and the guy seems really sweet), I feel like I was kinda used. We still hang out but the closer she gets to him, I feel the further I am being pushed away. And I don't think she is meaning to do it so I don't wanna confront her as if I'm mad.
Do I say anything?
I need to do laundry. I hope that the washers are free.
This day is off to such a lovely start... woke up with a headache this morning and then discovered that my phone had been shut off. I also have a meeting to discuss changing the script for the middle school/high school show I am working on... I hate censorship so much.
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofuBroadway Legend Joined: 12/14/05
My BFF just gave me Patti LuPone's and the rest of the Gypsy casts' autographs for Christmas. It's gotta be one of the best gifts I've ever received.
Guys are so weird... I was suppose to hang out with my best guy friend today, but we got a ton of snow so I told him we might have to reschedule since I live in the middle of nowhere.... now he's ignoring me!
I am cheering myself up by having a Veronica Mars marathon.
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofuI should be studying for my permit test that I have to take tomorrow. Instead, I'm on BWW. Awesome.
I've been going through a very introverted phase over the last few days. It just takes so much energy to deal with people. Energy I don't have right now.
The roads are no longer safe. I got my driver's permit today.
I am the only one left in my ofice and I have to stay till 2PM
My mother is upset with me because I took a nap. I do not understand.
I just got a new, fancy phone. I'm more excited about this than I sohuld be.
My parents are flying in today from Florida and they are staying for a week. Seven solid days. sigh...I usually want to kill them within the first hour.
I just realized I've been here for over five years.
Me and my best friend both admitted that we have major feelings for each other, but now we are trying to figure things out, since he has to go back to school on the 3rd and we both don't drive....
*sigh* I'm happy, but it's all so complicated!
It also feels strange due to the fact that I haven't been in a serious relationship in more then two years.... I forgot who wonderfully strange it is!
"If we don't live happily ever after at least we survive until the end of the week!" -Kermit the frog "I need the money... it costs a lot to look this cheap!" -Dolly P. "Oh please, Over at 'Gypsy' Patti LuPone hasn't even alienated her first daughter yet!" Mary Testa in "Xanadu" "...Like a drunk Chita Rivera!" Robin de Jesus in "In the Heights"
"B*tch, I don't know your life." -Xanadu After that if he still doesn't understand why you were uncomfortable and are now infuriated, kick him again but this time with Jazz Hands!!! -KillerTofuI am going to Disney World in less than two weeks to run he Disney World Marathon! Only bad part is the only time I will really actually be in the parks is when I am running. I had someone offer to donate money so I could head into the parks and take in some attractions on the Friday we get there, but I'd rather have that money go to the charity I am running for.
I just bought a ticket to visit my girlfriend in Sweden for the first time. When I first looked, the cheapest price I could find was $1200 and that was with a stop in Iceland. Then it went down to $1000. Then three weeks ago, I found a direct flight out of Newark for $800. I went to purchase it today and it was $612! I am THRILLED! *does a backflip*
Broadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
I need to get over my anxiety. It is not helping me. I've proved to myself time and time again that I am okay, I am successful. I make myself sick worrying. I can't be so scared of life that I never learn to actually live for the fun that life has to offer. I need to stop being an over-achiever. It's gone too far. Medicine can only get me so far, I need to change my mindset. Not everything will be perfect all the time, no matter how much I prepare for something.
Getting a "B" and being calm, cool, relaxed and not panicky is much better than getting an "A" with panic attacks, sickness and life consuming anxiety.
Broadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
I can't sleep. I think too much. Plus, I got a massage and I told her to go for deep tissue....and boy oh boy she did!
I'm graduating with my bachelors in 3 weeks. I've been looking forward to this date for years and years. And now, well...it's way too close. I can't even think about it without crying. I've been through quite some obstacles-- I was told to drop out of elementary school because of my learning disability....but I've made it through college, very successfully. But now it's the "real" world. And I'm scared.
All my friends are so excited for graduation. Me? I was very apathetic but I'm becomming down right depressed about it.
Broadway Legend Joined: 6/12/05
My friend got a job as a dealer in the World Poker Tour in Las Vegas!!! I'm sooo excited for her; she deserves it!
It's her DREAM!!!
And another friend is trying out for the Dallas Cowboys cheerleaders (her friend is currently one)....and there is a good chance she will get it!!! Here's hoping!
I went to the county jail and courthouse for a government field trip today, and I saw a guy who looked EXACTLY like Suzuki St. Pierre from Ugly Betty today. I also realized that there are some VERY good looking attorneys out there.
I had to bump this up because I needed to vent.
I am a recent college grad, and finding a job has been hell.
I applied for a job within a company, and I was able to network with a worker who was a former student at my college. She helped me a lot on my resume and cover letter, and she officially submitted it to HR last week.
Tonight, I notice I had a mistake on it. "Additional" was spelled as "Addutional." Not blaming her, but the lady who was helping me out must have typed that accidentally on my resume, and there was no little red line indicating a spelling error. I thought I thoroughly examined it, but I totally overlooked it. Now I am worried it is an excuse for HR not to even interview me. Which sucks because that was probably one of my bigger prospects for a job. Good luck to recent college grads and people still finding jobs.
They're a letter apart; it's clearly a typo, not a sign that you don't know how to spell. I don't think they'd not interview you over something like that. Yes, I could see it being considered as a demonstration of carelessness, but, it happens. (And I've been out of school for a YEAR and while I have been working, I'm still very much on the hunt for a permanent, "real" full-time job. You've been out of school for what, a month? That's not hell. You'll find something. I know it's frustrating.)
Yeah, that is not the end of the world. My dad was telling me that some guy he knew did not get job interviews once because instead of Public Relations or whatever he did, it said Pubic Relations. :)
I just farted. It felt good. Ever notice how your own farts don't seem to smell as bad as other's? There is almost a prideful "I made that!" sense about it.
Reading through the last few pages made me miss the old time users, like luvtheEmcee.
Aw. Whatever happened to her/him? I think she was female.
I just got home from work. Tomorrow should be my day off, but my coworker called in sick. Now I'm working six days in a row. How do you spell OVERTIME?
CHA-CHING!
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