Okay, I have to post a big, angry rant.
I'm a high school theatre critic, and I've been working really hard all year. This is my first year, but I did a pretty good job for a first-year critic. I realized that I was ahead of all of the other first-year critics in terms of numbers of reviews published and would probably win an award.
Well, the nominations for the high school equivalent of the Tony Awards came out today, and I was excited to see them... but they nominated me for RETURNING critic by mistake, and three of the nominees are much better than I am and have had more published. Now I have no chance of winning-- I had thirteen published, and one of them has had twenty-three published. I sent an email telling them that I'm a first-year critic, but I doubt they'll kick some poor first-year-critic off the roster of nominees just for me.
But I've been working so hard because I really wanted that award-- and I'm usually the least competitive person ever, but this is the one thing that has really mattered to me all year long-- and I just don't think it's fair to have me judged against critics with one or even two more years of experience than I've had. There is a reason why first-year critics are judged separately. I'm really upset, but I can't complain publicly because it would seem ungrateful for my nomination.
In my pants, she has burst like the music of angels, the light of the sun! --Marius Pantsmercy