Shameless, here's my best, or at least, my best effort at 11 p.m.:
What’s your dream job?
Probably, realistically? Many I've had but didn't fully appreciate at the time. I too often thought of them as "transitions." Many took place during the happiest eras of my life, yet I saw those times as the mortar between bricks. Ah, beware the overrated bricks... They can so weigh you down!
Anyway, though I'm not ancient, I'm not young enough to dream with a clean slate.
My dream when I was ten? Ushering at the National Theater in Washington, which Frank Rich talks about in GHOST LIGHT (I grew up there, approximately when he did, minus a coupla years.) Right now, there's something about ushering that seems pristine, a pure, unadulterated love fulfilled. Probably isn't, but I hold onto my old romantic view of it, from childhood. Seeing a show eight times a week. Each time, holding onto the "experience," as Ouisa says in SIX DEGREES OF SEPARATION. Holding onto each moment, knowing they will come again, but never in quite the same way. Still the magic of theater. The same, always, only different, always.
My dream job when I was thirty? Not needing a dream job. Thinking any job that wasn't called a "job" was a dream. (I had a lot to learn.)
My dream job at forty? Hoping I hadn't been too busy to appreciate a dream job when it came along.
If we asked an important person in your life to describe you, what would he or she say? How accurate would it be?
A coupla people probably would say I'm two halves, split. Driven by extremes. Neither wins. Jack Nicholson in FIVE EASY PIECES springs to mind. It would be accurate. Bipolar, torn, two.
And I'm a Libra, so why not?
What’s something that you’ve never done, but have always wanted to try?
Not sky diving. Not being Donald Trump's apprentice. Maybe walking into a room full of strangers, and seeing them, deep down, strong, together people, and not {too easily) the opposite. Not wanting to compete with them on some level. Being so comfortable with myself, that I didn't waste valuable time on earth judging others.
Name a place that you’ve never been, but would like to visit.
Any off the beaten path place in Italy, where no one speaks English, and my shaky Italiano skills can be tried out without my selfconscious fears setting in.
Describe your perfect day?
Anytime I'm more interested in what I don't know than what I know. And take steps to narrow that gap.
And finally, tell us something that you think we’d be surprised to know about you?
That I care about every single post that responds to one of mine. Honestly. And sometimes wish I didn't care.
"I'm a comedian, but in my spare time, things bother me." Garry Shandling
Updated On: 2/9/06 at 11:05 PM