#3026
Posted: 8/22/05 at 10:24pm
Ok, where's my cookie?!?
<----Looks into her mirror and sees Elphie looking back!
Join the club, of I don't know what I want to do! I'm a card-carrying member, and I can have the paperwork sent to you to sign up! At least you're one step ahead of me and you at least have a reasonable back-up plan. I would also LOVE to work in film or theatre, but I don't feel like I have any tangible skills to offer in the profession, and I also worry about being able to pay the bills working in the theatre...Then we go back to all of this internship business. Here I am going on all these interviews, and I haven't actually gotten one. The most promising prospect is from my friend that works at AMC, and that's kind of feeling like a pity offer, though at this point, I should take what I can get. What the hell?!? If I can't even get an internship, how am I ever going to get a job. Sure, New Line's interview was kind of crappy, but it just makes me think. I've got this year. That's it. Gotta get a job after this. My folks have suggested looking into grad school, but that seems like it would be a collosal waste of time and money, as I'm still so up in the air. I can't see spending $25,000 to essentially just buy myself another year. Geez, for that price, they might as well just get me an apt for the year and let me run around trying to find a job. I've got this crazy back and forth from my folks. Very schizo. 1.) You've got to find an internship and do your homework. Find what jobs are out there. Time's running out. 2.) You're only 21. You shouldn't be expected to have it all planned out. I'm 50, and I still don't know what I want to do...Well which is it?!?!? What am I supposed to do?
After my summer job, I know I don't want to have a job like this permanantly. Both of my parents dislike their jobs and to a certain extent feel stuck (sorry for getting heavy and personal) but that's always weighing in at the back of my mind. I know they just want me to be happy, but there are times I just wish I had a passion for something practical. I wish I were like this one friend who went to school for nursing. That'd be fabulous. It sounds safe and practical. She's got a summer job at NYU medical, and they've offered her a job after she graduates and free grad school at NYU. What really pisses me off is that she doesn't think she wants it. I know this got kind of rambling. But I think the bottom line is that NO ONE knows what they want to do, and even when they think they do and things look like they're going great for them, it still doesn't necessarily feel right. You'd think she'd be tickled pink, having everything all laid out...But no.
Eh, I'll post this as is for now...before it gets crazy-long!
<----Looks into her mirror and sees Elphie looking back!
Join the club, of I don't know what I want to do! I'm a card-carrying member, and I can have the paperwork sent to you to sign up! At least you're one step ahead of me and you at least have a reasonable back-up plan. I would also LOVE to work in film or theatre, but I don't feel like I have any tangible skills to offer in the profession, and I also worry about being able to pay the bills working in the theatre...Then we go back to all of this internship business. Here I am going on all these interviews, and I haven't actually gotten one. The most promising prospect is from my friend that works at AMC, and that's kind of feeling like a pity offer, though at this point, I should take what I can get. What the hell?!? If I can't even get an internship, how am I ever going to get a job. Sure, New Line's interview was kind of crappy, but it just makes me think. I've got this year. That's it. Gotta get a job after this. My folks have suggested looking into grad school, but that seems like it would be a collosal waste of time and money, as I'm still so up in the air. I can't see spending $25,000 to essentially just buy myself another year. Geez, for that price, they might as well just get me an apt for the year and let me run around trying to find a job. I've got this crazy back and forth from my folks. Very schizo. 1.) You've got to find an internship and do your homework. Find what jobs are out there. Time's running out. 2.) You're only 21. You shouldn't be expected to have it all planned out. I'm 50, and I still don't know what I want to do...Well which is it?!?!? What am I supposed to do?
After my summer job, I know I don't want to have a job like this permanantly. Both of my parents dislike their jobs and to a certain extent feel stuck (sorry for getting heavy and personal) but that's always weighing in at the back of my mind. I know they just want me to be happy, but there are times I just wish I had a passion for something practical. I wish I were like this one friend who went to school for nursing. That'd be fabulous. It sounds safe and practical. She's got a summer job at NYU medical, and they've offered her a job after she graduates and free grad school at NYU. What really pisses me off is that she doesn't think she wants it. I know this got kind of rambling. But I think the bottom line is that NO ONE knows what they want to do, and even when they think they do and things look like they're going great for them, it still doesn't necessarily feel right. You'd think she'd be tickled pink, having everything all laid out...But no.
Eh, I'll post this as is for now...before it gets crazy-long!
But when did New Hampshire become--Such a backward wasteland of seatbelt hating crazies?...I mean, only 40 people actually live there. The others are just visitors who come for the tax-free liquor and three inches of novelty coastline. John Hodgeman on The Daily Show (1-30-07)