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Posted: 3/4/06 at 9:50pm
Lately I have been really questioning why I love theatre so much. From an outside view theatre is magical and so inspiring, but it becomes a lot different when you are working in theatre. I am directing "I Sing" at my university and it has been the biggest pain in the neck dealing with a pianist and a MD. Everyone wants to be paid and with only a 200 dollar budget it is near impossible. We finally found someone who would do it for the pure love of doing it! Things started off great! About a few weeks into rehearsal my MD emails me 24 hours before rehearsal to tell me he can't be at rehearsal all week. If you don't know I Sing it is 100% music and makes it hard to rehearse without a pianist. The following week he emails me 24 hours before rehearsal again to tell me he can not make it on Monday. And finally tells me Monday he can't be there Friday. To make a long story short he was canceling rehearsal for stupid reasons. Today he finally quit. (thank God!) But now we are stuck in the very middle of the rehearsal process without a MD or pianist.
As my stress of both a full class schedule and rehearsal sets in I start to question if I can really handle this as a profession! I love theatre with all of my heart and I have no clue what I would ever do with out it.
How does everyone else handle those times when you wonder just a little why you do it?
Thanks for letting me vent!
As my stress of both a full class schedule and rehearsal sets in I start to question if I can really handle this as a profession! I love theatre with all of my heart and I have no clue what I would ever do with out it.
How does everyone else handle those times when you wonder just a little why you do it?
Thanks for letting me vent!
(Martha Graham from a letter to Agnes de Mille) "There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening That is translated through you into action, And because there is only one of you in all time, This expression is unique. If you block it, It will never exist through any other medium And be lost. The world will never have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, Nor how valuable it is, Nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours, clearly and directly, To keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware Directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, A blessed unrest that keeps us marching And makes us more alive than others."
Updated On: 3/4/06 at 09:50 PM