I feel like I just found out a family member died.
A very, very old family member who was ill and now, finally at peace.
I am very sad to hear about RENT, but...it's the right time. It's not the same anymore. I will miss it immensely with all my heart and soul, but for Jonathan, for the original cast. It doesn't have the same heart anymore, and hasn't for a long time.
I had a feeling, like many others I'm sure, that it would be coming to an end soon. When Anthony and Adam came back in '07 it was all too random, to me anyway... I just felt like the reason they were coming back was to get one last hurrah in before it was all over. It seemed obvious.... and then when Anthony did his small show in NYC a few weeks ago (which I'm lucky and proud to have been at) I had this feeling again. The "it's going to end any day now" feeling.
I walk past the Nederlander everyday to work. I used to walk past it everyday to college. That place is special and I will always remember it and what the show used to mean to me.
I didn't want to see it again after having finally seen Anthony and Adam.... but I might have to now. I'd hope that the entire original cast would come back for the last show, but I don't know how realistic that is with what their schedules must be like.
:sigh:
"I would rather take a flawed movie that has as much heart and passion and life and joy and energy and truth in it as this film does over any film that is completely perfectly presented and perfectly constructed but has none of that heart and life." -Anthony Rapp
Updated On: 1/16/08 at 01:32 PM