Next To Normal thoughts w/ questions and SPOLIERS

Hi Gang,

FULL SPOLIERS AHEAD!!!

I saw "N2N" or the first time on Friday night. Full cast and it looked like a full house. Let me first say it was beautiful, bold and took you on the ride of your life.

I held it together until they wheeled out Alice on the gurney and that is when I broke down. It just hit me very hard to see her like that, and I guess I really bought into the moment. Yes, it took me until Henry was being introduced to the family to realize Gabe was dead.

I thought it was terrific how it seemed all was going to get better for the family when Diana and Natalie had the conversation about getting things "Next To Normal" but was surprised when Diana left. I guess she needed to do this to 'heal' better. I was surprised that it didn?t wrap up with a happy family but when the Doctor says something to the effect of thinking she will be ok lead me to believe she will return and they can get on as "Next To Normal" as possible.

Part of me saw Gabe as the 'bad guy', like Thuy in "Miss Saigon". The ghost that wouldn't stop haunting and setting back Diana's progression but in the same respect the ghost was only in her mind so does that necessarily make him the bad guy?

My mother and I debated over one thing though, and not important at all to the show. I said they (particularly Diana) were really crying. She said it's impossible to cry 8 times a week and they had to have something they can push to make tears come. Does anybody know the answer to this? It wouldn?t surprise me if they were really crying because it seems like they can really get into character. Speaking of that, it didn?t seem like anyone particularly Diana was acting. (TONY well deserved!) We really bought into her being 'crazy'. I forgot who and where I was and just felt for her and the family.

Finally the music was incredible (another well deserved TONY!), and the lyrics provocative and inspiring. I never saw a Broadway show like this before and doubt anything will ever come close. I must return ASAP for a better understanding. It must make a difference seeing it the second time around knowing that Gabe is dead. Although I must admit I was surprised when they revealed that Dan sees him also. The difference though, is Dan is not 'crazy'. It's just how he deals with his grief.

Jennifer Damiano said on the next to normal twitter that during "Make up your Mind", she pretends that the audience can't see her and she's trying to fight for their attention to get her tears flowing. I'm not sure about anybody else.

They are all really crying. No "stage magic" going on there, just some amazing acting. The amount of actual tears will vary at each performance - it all depends on what's working for them that day. Part of the beauty of live theatre, right?

I'm so glad the show doesn't have a typical "happy ending." It would cheapen the complexity of the family's situation, which I think everyone involved in the production has worked to avoid doing. Alice has said that she thinks Diana goes back, though, and that's the interpretation I lean towards as well.

Glad you enjoyed the show!

I saw it early in its Bway run and I am so so glad I didn't know that Gabe was dead. I think it is so important for that to shock the viewer the first time. During the cake scene, everyone around me audibly gasped when Natalie says he died before she was born, and that impact just intensified everything so much for the rest of the show. I loved hearing that so many people were as shocked to the core as I was.

I'm glad somebody brought up the "bad guy" thing. I felt the same way when I saw the show, particularly during the last "I'm Alive" reprise. I think for me, by that time, you've seen Diana go through so much, I was just like, "For Pete's sake Gabe leave her alone!!". Of course, Diana is the one who won't let him go, but I think since Gabe is so tangible there on stage, it's easy to direct those feelings at him.
Glad to hear you liked the show!

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i just saw this post ... and i'll admit man that show brought me to tears as well.

Soo good. honestly i knew about nothing of it before i went too so that helped. yeah i will admit i didnt realize gabe wasnt there till they pretty much said he wasnt there

I love your mini review glad you enjoyed the show!

I dont think though Dan has always saw Gabe. I think that at the end when he finally said his name he became "Alive" in his mind and he started to see him.
Maybe all the years of Diana have finally gotten to him and he started to realize his own depression he was hiding for all that time.

I have heard numerous rumors speculating that Gabe really is Alive but I highly highly doubt that.

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"My mother and I debated over one thing though, and not important at all to the show. I said they (particularly Diana) were really crying. She said it's impossible to cry 8 times a week and they had to have something they can push to make tears come. Does anybody know the answer to this? It wouldn?t surprise me if they were really crying because it seems like they can really get into character."

Alice definately does cry a lot in the show and she will tell you all about it at the stage door if you ask her. When I saw the show on Kyle Dean's last and Aaron's first back everyone was noticeably crying. Bobby was outright sobbing when he "saw" Gabe during I Am The One(Reprise). Jenn was crying more than normal also.

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I cry just listening to the CD, so I imagine they can cry pretty easily when immersed in the arch of the story. I never saw Gabe as a bad guy, I did see him as menacing, but he only wants to be grieved, not forgotten, and acknowledged by the living. If they acknowledged him, I think he knows that they will heal and feel better. It's like the whole family is holding their breath and he just wants them to breath.

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