Interesting topic!
I think that 90% of the performers eventually move on to do something else. I worked on the West End years ago and lately I was looking up people who performed with me in shows as Les Mis and Phantom and a big number of them (Cosettes, Eponines and Raouls included) are not performing anymore. Including thousands of performers from other shows.
"There is a big difference between a frustrated performer and a realistic dreamer."
True, but it's also different per person. It can be very hard to know what is realistic, because you have this "proof" that it can actually happen, as it did in the past. So who is to say that it will not happen again if you go for it? I also think that many people love performing, but get tired of the business, as 90% of the business is actually moving around in a snake pit, beating competition and sending out CV's and headshots and auditioning. It's like top sport. Some people eventually desire a more laid back/normal life, or focus on completely different aspects of life.
(mild) success can either leave you craving for more, or give you a sense of fulfillment, a beautiful achievement you carry in your pocket for the rest of your journey of life. For me, it was somewhere in the middle. Grateful for the achievements in the past, I would have liked to continue, and actually still do, but at one point I had to do something else to pay the bills. I learned to love that life too, a bit more "normal" in a way, enjoying all the other beautiful things in life, out of the spotlight, it gave me a sense of satisfaction too, which I never thought I could have without performing. The older I get, the more I am content with the latter. Maybe the need of self-affirmation slowly disappears over the years, maybe I just realized that it's impossible to keep up with the huge amount of new actors each year and the crazy business. I still have an agent and an audition every now and then, as I could combine certain projects with my current job. But it feels very different than it did 15 years ago. Which also helps me perform better, as I just see every opportunity as a "nice extra" in life. A cherry on the cake. This less "pressured" energy works better for me.
Updated On: 11/1/15 at 04:42 AM