Alright, bitches! If your Easter was anything like mine, you are on a SHAME SPIRAL. Chocolate marshmallow eggs! Carrot Cake with creamy icing! PEEPS!
Let's push it into bathing suit season, troops!
Ok, so my weight related news is kinda funny. I ended my membership online. So, basically, I'm on WW all by myself. Not that I have actually been counting points lately. But, I prob will again soon just to make sure my habits are in check. After over a year, I pretty much know points and portions, etc. And, I do have a points calculator. So I realized the website was no longer worth paying for.
Instead, I am now paying for a gym membership. NYSC. It's a very wild thing. I had been at a gym in Houston, but I didn't know what I was doing. And I was fat. And I wasn't eating well. So, I was just one of those people who you'd see at the gym who never got any less fat.
Well, I've been working out at home for 4 1/2 months. I'm not fat anymore for the most part. I know what I'm doing, and I have a good friend who is helping me with that which I do not know. It's a whole new game. And, I feel very excited about it. Don't get me wrong--the gym is very intimidating. Gorgeous people everywhere who know what they are doing (or seem to very well). But, you just have to say screw all that and forge ahead.
I share all this because I imagine others have the same fears. I imagine others have been or are currently in that place I was in before. And, hopefully this positivity will help. We can change ourselves. We do not have to be fat. Or out of shape. Or unhealthy. We can change ourselves. Nothing is in stone.
