Here's the essay...
"The obsession with “tracks” and treating theater like a machine is widespread and does an immense disservice to actors, our profession, and the audiences who are paying absurd ticket prices to see live theater. Precision is extremely important. Standing on 6 instead of 5 can mean standing on an open trap door instead of in your beautiful special. Keeping the show locked and consistent is important…it prevents wild shifts in tone and performance and keeps the vision of the creative team in focus. But theater is a valuable medium because it’s alive. It’s living. It’s people sitting in the dark listening to a story, moment to moment, in THIS moment, and experiencing catharsis together. And when the show ends, so does that experience. No one will ever have it exactly like that again, NOR SHOULD THEY! They will have their own magical experience tomorrow that will only exist for them at THAT moment. What an amazing thing.
Collaboration is about many voices creating something together that transcends the voices themselves. What point is there in treating this beautiful art form like a machine? What point is there giving so many notes of minutia that the end result is nothing but hitting poses on marks and saying lines exactly the same way every night, justification be damned? What point is there treating actors like cogs in shrink-wrap at ‘The Actor Store’ (re: Ripley Grier) ready to be swapped out and in without any interest in what they can bring to the table? Why hire me if you don’t want ME to bring MY skills and MY experiences and MY interpretation to the piece and to actually collaborate together? And what’s the point if you DONT TAKE THE TIME TO DO IT RIGHT? When did we get so lost? It’s gotta be the money…give me two people alive, present, and listening in a black box with no set and I’m happier than seeing a 10 million dollar behemoth of a production where style trumps substance.
Isn’t collaboration why we all do this? Isn’t that why we put up with the 4 roommates, the summer stock contract in the town you’re pretty sure they shot Deliverance in, the EPAs and ECCs with 1/2 the population of Astoria, the headshots that cost more than your rent, and working as a server for years before even making a ripple in this business? To work with creative people and discover and explore and then bring audiences along with us? When did this business become about “tracks?” I’m not a goddamn TRAIN, I’m an actor.
Without sounding like Enjolras, we actors must reclaim our rightful place, not as expendable automatons but creative forces who’s voices deserve to not just be heard but CELEBRATED. We are not interchangeable trains on tracks. We are artists. We are not here to just mimic what someone else did. We are here to be PRESENT, moment to moment, with whatever comes our way. That’s what makes theater worth it. Otherwise, to audiences I say just stay home and watch Netflix. Take from that what you will, if anything."
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