wow, i can only send compassion, i haven't applied for colleges yet, but anyway i am sure there is a college for you. LilMiZ, you are auditioning for some of the most competitive colleges in the nation, so it's not your fault. i have a friend who auditioned for Ithica in NY and he's amazing, but it's still unsure if he got in. i mean it could be something in your actual application (i.e. types of classes taken, personal essay) so don't worry.
could you give me a link to your myspace, because now i want to hear your voice?
I have confidence in anyone who has confidence in themselves.
~ Wardrobe
Ah, cherie, won't it all be top-drawer
I'll wear lipstick and rouge
And I won't be so huge
Why, I'll easily fit through that door
I'll exude savior-faire
I'll wear gowns! I'll have hair!
It's my prayer to be human again