"When I saw 'Amadeus', I felt like somebody was wearing my underwear." -Meg Tilly "After five screen tests, Milos Forman had originally cast Meg Tilly for the role of Constanze. During the rehearsal period in Prague, while all of old Salieri's scenes were being filmed, Tom Hulce and Meg Tilly grew very close. "They had these secret jokes and were always laughing together." F. Murray Abraham recalls. "I was pushed out, and I was resentful. I began to have very nasty feelings that were exactly like Salieri's feelings towards Mozart. When that correspondence between a film and real life occurs, it's like a director's dream."
"Basically, at one point, Milos had said he felt like we'd done it, because the work was going so well up to that point," Hulce says. "And the day before Meg was to appear on camera for the first time, she got hurt in a soccer game." "She tore the ligament in her leg so badly that the doctor told us we would have to wait five weeks before she could start," Forman says. "And we couldn't because Saul put together all independent money and we just couldn't afford it."
"I was devastated," Meg Tilly recalls. "But you grow and you find there's an upside. I'd learned that before and then I had to relearn it. I don't think I was ready for what was going to happen to me if I did Milos' movie. It was a much bigger part [than replacement Elizabeth Berridge played] and I was young and I don't think I would have been ready to handle it. I was having nightmares about this big luxury cat that was on my shoulders. And I was saying, 'Oh, you have such a beautiful fur,' but it was weighing me down. And I saw children running, and they were in tatters, but I was thinking, 'They're so free, who wants this luxury cat?' And I was trying to get it off but it was hanging on with its claws, and I was suffocating. Now that I look back on it, I think these were signs that too much was happening for me. I know it sounds weird, but I think my body just took care of things for me."
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"The gods who nurse this universe think little of mortals' cares. They sit in crowds on exclusive clouds and laugh at our love affairs. I might have had a real romance if they'd given me a chance. I loved him, but he didn't love me. I wanted him, but he didn't want me. Then the gods had a spree and indulged in another whim. Now he loves me, but I don't love him." - Cole Porter