"Dear Evan Hansen,
It turns out this wasn't an amazing day after all. This isn't gonna an amazing week or an amazing year because why would it be? Because there's Zoe and all my hope is pinned on Zoe who I don't even know and who doesn't know me, but y'know. Maybe if I could just talk to her. Maybe nothing would be different at all. I wish everything was different. I wish I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anyone even notice if I just... disappeared tomorrow?
Sincerely,
Your best and most dearest friend,
Me"