"He found something that he wanted, had always wanted and always would want— not to be admired, as he had feared; not to be loved, as he had made himself believe; but to be necessary to people, to be indispensable."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald's This Side of Paradise
Happy birthday Xanadu!! I hope I'm able to see you whenever I'm in New York again, which probably won't be for awhile Congratulations to the cast and crew. And a big congrats to Kerry Butler simply for existing and for being such a beast. She's incredible.
HAPPY XANAVERSARY!!! I'm smiling now just thinking of all the pleasure the show and the cast (and the true fanadus)have given me over the past year...it feels like MY birthday!
The last vampire is the mother of all vampires and that is the vampire of despair. It'll wake you up at 4am to say things like:
Who do you think you are kidding?
You look like a fool!
No matter how hard you try, you'll never be good enough!
Why is it that if some dude walked up to me on the subway platform
and said these things, I'd think he was a mentally ill as-h-le,
but if the vampire inside my head says it,It's the voice of reason!
DIE VAMPIRE, DIE--[SUSAN in tos]