Holda would be Em's perfectly marvelous typo for holla, that I've stolen with love.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Skittles, that was absolutely NOT my intention. Others have met him more than me. But if I give that vibe, I'll refrain from mentioning that again. I swear on my life I was saying I was nervous, that wasn't my intention.
Emcee, I guess I phrased it wrong. Maybe I shouldn't have used the word "represented." Whatever. Edited/deleted all my posts on the topic.
I was listening to "Civilian" in art class today, and I was so inspired that I wrote five pages of random lyrics to go with a song I wrote weeks ago on my guitar.
Thanks, Adam! *thumbs-up*
Emcee comandeering the computer again.
wrq, I had thought you would come up with an answer that was like "no, that's not what I meant." But I have to go here -- that's a typical answer, as it seems you often think your posts are misconstrued and misinterpreted -- but when if you're going to say "no, that's not what I meant," why did you delete it altogether without saying what you DO mean? Obviously you had some kind of intention, no?
And hey. I've met Adam.... something like seventeen times. (I'm aware of the fact that that's sick, don't go there.) He STILL makes me nervous. But I know what he's like. I know I have no viable reason for being petrified of him. So there's no reason for me to harp on it and have some sort of public session about my nerves in which I outline my entire Adam history. You know you have nothing to be afraid of, so what's the point?
Okay, I'll try.
I didn't mean he represented something for me...maybe more he was representative of...like...he was the best example of someone who I have been a big fan of for years before meeting them. That's all I was saying. You know i've said in the past I think Adam is one of the real, honest, and down-to-earth people(person?)in the industry. I would never accuse him of that.
The reason I didn't want to explain is...I'm almost...embarassed? You're right, it does seem my posts are misinterpreted/misconstrued a lot, which has to say something about my writing. It must be very poor in certain areas. It's also like junior high flashbacks. I understand why people react the way they do, and after a while it gets really embarassing and almost...seems like it happens too much. Or I write things that I later regret. It's happened a lot lately and I too am sick of the same old. The deleting/not explaining was kind of a result--until I can learn to articulate better, or not regret posting things...not that I'm never going to post, but...in certain areas, certain topics, I'm just...gonna be much more careful, and not post as much. Nobody's fault but my own. The deleting and such was just a frustrating reaction I had to myself for doing it AGAIN.
One way or another, this is hardly gonna ever happen from now on.
WRQ, I just know that many people would LOVE to be able to have choices in which concert they can attend, or having multiple meetings with him, but the majority of this thread can't. I mean, I understand your excitement, but I personally am trying to keep that too a minimum in this thread out of sympathy for all the other people I KNOW are upset that they can't go as well. Discussions of what to get signed, how friendly he'll act towards you, etc. are only making them feel worse/more jealous and it's just unnecessary.
No, I understand Skittles. So not only to you, but I give a big apology to everyone. I was getting excited and a little carried away...not that it's an excuse, but my show just ended so I was experiencing kind of a rut--like what do I have to look forward to now? kind of thing, so when this came up, it probably made me jump on it more. I am very sorry.
In my defense Skittles, people do react differently and want different things. Often the people I talk to here(BWW, not this thread or anything) encourage me to tell my stories and stuff, and love to hear them--they like to live vicariously through me, but I certainly understand not everyone feels that way. It is wrong of me to even get used to that. I am very sorry everyone, and will be more considerate, and MUCH more discrete in many areas in the future.
Apologies for the confusion. I'm back at my own computer now. Good cheesy TV was on, and I didn't feel like being alone.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
I haven't read the posts yet, but I gather that Em is using Fantab's computer... ? If so, I'm so sorry for the PM I just sent you, Fantab. LOL!
ETA: Or not. Ok, I should really read before I post.
Updated On: 3/27/06 at 10:56 PM
Stories are one thing. People want to hear stories about what happened at the event, I completely agree with you on that. But the event hasn't happened yet, so it's all just meaningless chatter right now.
hah. I'm sorry, guys!
Yaay for Cheesy TV. I still watch Full House if the oppertunity presents itself.
No Skittles I understand. That was me getting carried away with excitement, and shouldn't have happened.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
So nobody is allowed to talk about anything until it happens? Since when does this thread not appreciate "meaningless chatter" every once in awhile?
I'm sorry, but I think people need to lay off wickedrentq. This is not the first time it's seemed like people have jumped down her throat for a post she's made. Was the one you guys commented on tonight SO difficult to understand? I'm pretty sure I got what she meant after reading it only once.
Maybe you can just let it go sometimes, do you think? This is absolutely ridiculous.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
Sorry to interrupt the drama, but I'm really excited about my new computer (hah, I'm such a nerd!)! I just ordered it. My parents expect me to pay for some of it after I get a summer job. They'll still end up paying for the vast majority of it, but I don't mind helping a bit.
Pretty, yes?
I also wanted to send a special thank you to everyone who has sent me files. It really means a lot to me that people care enough to send me all of this stuff. I lost absolutely everything, so it's great to have some of it back.
I didn't read the original post, so I'll refrain from commenting on anything. Feel free to talk around my post! I just wanted to share. :)
Lexi, that looks just like mine, except mine is silver, not blue.
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aww Lexi it's so pretty!
Broadway Legend Joined: 1/22/06
My brother has one like that, but it's silver like sloane's. It's GREAT. I love using it whenever he comes home and lets me use it. He really likes it also. It's fast, and has tons of storage space. It also has a wide screen.
It's very pretty, Lexi.
If anyone wants to send me something that they don't think that I have(telepathy?), I'd be happy.
Allie, you're a really great friend Thanks.
Broadway Legend Joined: 2/28/06
Allie, I agree. *group hugs*
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
Thanks girls.
Fantab, I think the series is very much designed for college students (or at least marketed toward them). I'm such a sucker for pretty colors. Hah. Fortunately, it also has a great processor and 1 GB of RAM (a huge upgrade over my dead laptop), so I should be ok.
Someone should bring up a new topic as I clearly need to stop with the geekspeak.
Broadway Legend Joined: 1/11/06
*is a loser and totally digs geekspeak*
I have the overwhelming desire to watch Rent...hmmmm...
Broadway Legend Joined: 2/28/06
Lexi geekspeak is fun =]
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