Ohhh, a classic BWW meltdown in the middle of page 192, think of it as a fun interlude, J_Jammer, by page 220 you'll be long forgotten.
"Some people can thrive and bloom living life in a living room, that's perfect for some people of one hundred and five. But I at least gotta try, when I think of all the sights that I gotta see, all the places I gotta play, all the things that I gotta be at"