My work in community theater propelled me to years of acting training (Esper Studio) and joining Equity.
You have to start somewhere. Not all of us are Timothee Chalamet or a Kristen Stewart or a Gyllenhaal or a Deschanel. The greatest gift is being surrounded by professionals from birth. I wonder what it would have been like to be Lily Rabe and grow up thinking of Pacino as “Uncle Al.” I can only dream of such a thing.
Back when I was still doing community theater, a local production of “Children of a Lesser God” was auditioning and I studied sign language and correct vocal inflection for Orin, who is deaf. By the time the audition was near I was prepared, but nervous - I never wanted a role so much.
The director canceled night two of auditions at the last minute because he wanted to go to a Super Bowl party. I didn’t even have a chance to show my work, and was denied one when I asked.
That speaks to the lack of standards of community theater, doesn’t it?
I’ve met some wonderful and very talented people in CT. I just saw one such friend perform in a play last week - the production was abysmal, but my friend was deliciously funny and saved the evening from being a total failure. It was still a good night out.
Of all the shows I’ve done in CT, I only genuinely believe three or four were strong, professional quality productions. It still kills me that I was in a production of Twelve Angry Men that would have been sublime had it not been for one actor who could not get convincingly angry. He played the foreman. If not for him, it would have been a near-perfect show.
My perfectionism cannot withstand being a part of CT in general anymore. I am tired of the people who go on the stage for reasons that are not in service of the playwright or the audience. I think people should be ashamed if they’re only doing it for their own satisfaction.
But a great deal of incredibly talented people work in community theater and take their art just as seriously as if they were at Lincoln Center. It was these people who made me learn very early on that making a career in the arts was such a game of chance, because if they didn’t make it, what chance did I have?
The chance to see people like that, and celebrate their artistry, is what keeps me going to CT as a member of the audience.
2010
Feb. 28 - Looped, Feb. 28 - Next to Normal, March 4 - Hair, March 11 - A Little Night Music, March 24 - Time Stands Still, April 6 - La Cage Aux Folles, April 10 - Anyone Can Whistle (City Center), April 10 - Looped, May 9 - Enron, May 15 - A Little Night Music, May 15 - A Behanding In Spokane, May 30 - A Behanding In Spokane, May 30 - A Little Night Music, June 20 - A Little Night Music, June 23 - Red, June 23 - Sondheim on Sondheim, July 13 - A Little Night Music, July 18 - The Grand Manner (Lincoln Center)