I have to give a 10 minute speech tomorrow. I should probably get on researching/writing it.
I have to go to a party tonight. I think "party" is euphemism for dork gathering, but I fit that demographic, so it's cool. It's semi-formal, though. Uuuum. *searches closet*
I just came from visiting my old school. It was fun, but sort of weird. My two favorite teachers weren't there, though, so I guess I'm going to go back tomorrow.
People should not be allowed to camp out in the computer lab.
I need to sleep.
Where did my avatar go? No comprendo nada en el mundo de Broadway.
Updated On: 12/12/06 at 04:47 PM
I'm in a really odd mood. Not so much odd as...off? Slightly depressed? I just know that I really don't like feeling this way. I mean, nobody would, so that's a pretty stupid statement to make.
I miss the feeling of being surrounded by friends. I was never one of those people who had like, five best friends. I always had that one person who knew me better than I knew myself. Growing up in NYC and switching schools four times when most people in the suburbs grew up around the same group of people seems to be taking a toll on me now. I hate that I had people who - at the time - were my "best friends", and once I switched schools, we never spoke again. I guess we were never really as close as I thought we were, huh? Even in high school, I had a group of close friends, and that one friend who you just know you'll know forever. I'm still incredibly close to her, but she goes to school a few hours away, and we see each other a few times a year, plus winter break and over the summer.
I hate seeing all these people at school who have a group of really close friends. What's funny is that I'm starting to believe I didn't form some group like that....because that has never been the situation I've been in. I've never had that group of "girlfriends". While I would never want to trade in the few close friends I have made here, because they really do mean the world to me - I do wonder what my life would be like had I (socially) made more of an effort last year. I don't want to look back with regrets, and I'm certainly one of those people who (for the most part) believes that everything happens for a reason --- but I guess I'm waiting for some sort of realization that everything is going to be ok, that I won't look back with regrets.
Apologies for the length. I'm in a weird mood, clearly.
My tap teacher wants me to move up a class level.
Congrats Dancing!
I really want a MacBook. I want to make the switch. My PC is just getting...ugh.
ETA: I just fell out my chair. & Now my body is all blahh.
I'm depressed
im TIRED and needed to study spanish, boo
Broadway Star Joined: 4/4/06
Time to procrastinate on more French...
Except it's my take home final comprised of two 500-600 word essays, difficult reading comprehension questions and a shorter reading comprehension essay.
Je n'aurai pas beaucoup de sommeil cette nuit.
I take French, but I don't know what you said if that sentence. Something about this night or something.
I really wanna go to Quebec for my school trip this year. But I'm afraid not very many of my friends will want to go because they may want to to go to Mexico. I would go to Mexico too, but I take Spanish & you have to work w/ little kids all day who don't speak anything but Spanish. I know I sound so middle-school right now, I just don't want my last trip at my school to be lame.
I'm really mad about something, but I don't know who to direct my anger at because I don't know who did it. People are incredibly pathetic.
Um. My big middle school trip was going to a theme park that was less than an hour from my school.
Broadway Legend Joined: 2/22/05
Well at least you went to a theme park! My town insists on paying for a field trip so the students can't pay anything. The maximum is $7 per student. We go to the worst places ever!!
Our class president has apparently dropped out of school.
I hate it when my older sister is being overly nosey.
I'm sick.
I had a great day otherwise, though.
ive just felt bleh all day. not sick, just ehh. tired and ready for friday to get here i guess.
Fantab, I know what you mean. *hugs*
I'm really mad about something, but I don't know who to direct my anger at because I don't know who did it. People are incredibly pathetic.
Agreed.
My end of middle school trip was eventful. Heh.
I can't remember if I even had one! I think I didn't.
I went to Six Flags...where I went on one (maybe?) ride. What can I say, I'm a wimp.
I'm in the computer lab, and even though my dorm is on the same block, I can't get up. This is probably just another form of procrastination. I don't want to study
I burnt my tongue. I was having tea to sooth my throat.
The Subway thread makes me want to take a shower and never ride the subway.
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