aggg. Okay, I am going to be SO MAD if I cant go this weekend. lol. My mom and I kinda got into a fight and, basically, I am not so sure I'm going to have a way to get to the train station, which is an hour and a half or two hours away, to go into the city. God, its times like these I really really REALLY wish I'd gotten my permet and liscense as soon as I was able to get them. Cause if I dont get to go this weekend, I'm not so sure I'll get to go again!! I'm so nervous... but I dont want to ask my mom if shes willing to take me YET... because I dont want her to get mad again. I think I have to wait in agony a few more days or so and see if she's willing to take me again. lol
I don't need a life that's normal. That's way too far away. But something next to normal would be okay. Something next to normal is what I'd like to try. Close enough to normal to get by.