Sauja said: "The seven hours charged by, and I feel so grateful to have had the chance to experience this lovely, tender work."
I have a very strange relationship with this play. If you look at my posts here, I'm very critical of it. I still am. I have a million problems with it, all I've mentioned. But I've still seen part one twice. Why? After seeing both parts Monday and Tuesday this week, I'm already wondering if I want to go back again.
I can say I'm grateful I saw the whole thing just for Toby's monologue in part two, act three alone. In that moment, I saw in Andrew Burnap what I saw in Alex Sharp throughout CURIOUS INCIDENT, another production I felt the direction overcame and hid an incredibly flawed play. But what I saw during Andrew's monologue that brought me back to Alex (and this is the second time I've ever said this) was God's child doing what God intended him to do. With purest vulnerability and total absence of ego. And to see that happen in the final moments of a play I have many objections to is ultimately very confusing.
The whole thing feels like a limited series on HBO or Netflix. The soap opera elements do pull me in because I was raised on ALL MY CHILDREN. There are ridiculous plot points in this that align perfectly with the shows that once aired from 11am to 3pm on network television. As do the problems of elitist white people. But at least on soaps other ethnicities were given wholly formed storylines and weren't present so the black doctor/best friend could have a moment in a lobby about his rejection of America during the overture of SWAN LAKE. That is the only moment in the play that belongs to this character and we've waited six hours for someone who isn't white to have an individual moment that isn't part of a group scene. That's a big problem. It just is.
But....then....I have more than enough Audience Reward points to see both parts again, and I'm seriously considering it. Why? With the many issues I have with THE INHERITANCE, issues I believe are valid and agreed with by many, something about the goddamn thing is pulling at me. Pulling at me hard. On Monday and Tuesday, I sat in the front row. I was as close to being in that play as I could humanly be without sitting on the edge of the stage. Andrew Burnap's monologue happened two feet away from me. What more could I possibly take away from it?
So, Sauja, I'm glad your feelings about the play are so committed. Others who have and do proclaim it to be transformative, I don't understand why. I also don't understand why my mind at my heart are in a full out wrestling match. Because if someone directly asked me how I feel about this play, my answer would be, "I have no idea. But I'm probably going back."
I've never disliked a play this much and felt the need to see it again. To prove myself right? To prove myself wrong? It has totally confused me so it must have some sort of power. If not in the text, in the production? I have more questions than answers.
Updated On: 11/1/19 at 08:22 PM