My stomach muscles actually ache from the silent sobbing i had to do tonight. Even though i was on the mezz, I would hate to attract attention to myself by crying loudly. And poor Ms. Fahy was having trouble enough getting through the whole show, I think that hearing a fan audibly crying could only have made it that much harder for her. It killed me to see her break completely down in "Why Stay." I was praying for time to speed up so that Adam could finally cross and hug her to give her some support.
That being said, I think we should acknowledge that there's a huge difference between:
the "fangurls" sobbing because they think the actors are looking at them and they need to make a good impression/they need some attention/society is telling them that this should make them sad/they are looking for outlets for their angst
and
the people who have been touched by the subject matter deeply and feel a strong connection to the material itself, and not only to the actors who are the fangurl's "best friends" at the stage door.
Not that there's anything wrong with the former - we're all in different stages of life and development, and we're all learning new and different things at our own pace. But I would say there were 2 school of criers tonight, and I think not all of the crying that we're condemning was part of the 2011 Fangurl Competitive Crying Competition...Just a thought to throw out there.
All in all, I think we had a heartbreakingly beautiful end to a heartbreakingly beautiful show. What a way to go, if you have to go. I guess this pain is the price we pay to have felt the beauty of this show.
Updated On: 1/17/11 at 12:33 AM